Every night is another night you haven’t been mine. 3 months and it still hasn’t gotten any easier.

You’re the only one who’s been able to make me feel so alive and functioning in quite some time. Excuse me for missing you too much.


[new text message/ 3:16 am]
I just drove 16 hours. I need to see you.

[new text message/ 2:09 am]
I’m drunk and I know I told you I didn’t want this anymore. But I want it. I want you. I’m sorry.

[new text message/ 12:13 pm]
Maybe if I could kiss you one more time everything would be alright.

[new text message/ 8:07 am]
Fuck. I shouldn’t have let you go.

[new text message/ 4:02 am]
Are you up? I miss you.

[new text message/ 4:05 am]
A lot.

[new text message/ 5:16 pm]
I saw something that reminded me of you and my throat caught fire.

[new text message/ 12:22 am]
I wish you were here.

[new text message/ 3:17 am]
I need you. Please call me back.



Society’s views of virginity today make me so angry. You shouldn’t feel dirty for losing it and it shouldn’t rule your life. Keeping it is fine, and losing it is fine. All on your own terms. I hate when young girls who don’t fully understand yet are forced to pledge to remain a virgin to be “pure.” Your virginity does not define your worth. Sex is not a dirty thing and it should not be shamed the way it is today.